My Angst

A Poem by Marz

Letting the darkness flow out of me.

Finally, death is all I am able to see, a coldness unlike any is who you made me be,
a stillborn evil is who I am possessed to become, a nightmare in my own eyes,
a darkness I do not want to overcome, every empty threat and every guilt trip caused me to die,
I cannot bear this pain any longer, I cannot live my life like this,
the demon inside me driving me to insanity is making me stronger, my heart has fallen apart and I gather the pieces up slowly,
bit by bit, I am tired of feeling, I grow weary of emotion,
in my mind I am slowly ending who I am by slowly killing, apart whom I once was and all I ever did was have devotion.
My faith is lost, my love long gone, tell me though was the pain worth the cost?
Was my heart worth the price that everyone on earth will have to pay? I will slowly rise up out of my pit of self angst and I will ruin,
everything you hold dear and I will burn down your day...