fake

the way we all survive

Shattered dream as it is

Days that I will always miss

Feelings wasted in vain

Those that defeated my brain.

Constant sadness and regret

Things that hard to forget

Mistakes that I dream to repeat

And feelings that I can’t delete.

Sadness mixed with days of fun

There is nowhere I can run

There is no place I can hide

There is no one on my side.

Cursing, hatred never helps

I am being naive perhaps

Perhaps I should have suppress

The agony of these days

Keep on moving in this race

Still wearing a smile on my face…