Tear

A Poem by ~hεllα.

My jawline is chiseling.
My stomach is killing.
My height is lengthening.
My heart is STILL shattering.
My brain is pulsing.
My hair is fading.
I feel my heart breaking... every second of everyday,
all I think is why didn't he stay.
Why no one understands?
Why I try so hard for the attention of a man?
Why I wasnt deserving?
No matter what I tried serving.
All I want is to make the pain disappear.
All I wish to do is hide the fear.
Tears are streaming yet hidden.
My voice is loud but forbidden.
I yearn for forgetting it all.
But I cant shake it after I have to fall.