Higher

Higher

 

Every outlet taken away

Every path out, blocked

I work so hard to be right

But what is right if everything stopped?

 

Would I go to heaven or hell?

Would I be an angel or the tormented?

Is there even anyone I can tell

Of these thoughts that I have, will they understand?

 

This never-ending quest for faith

The never-ending hunt for belief

I want so much to put my heart in one higher

All I seem to be able to find is grief

 

Is there a being higher?

 

10-26-05