Im Sorry: From me to me

Sometimes we owe ourselves an apology for all the wrongs we have done to ourselves. This is mine. What are you sorry for?

I'm sorry I let you down once more,
I bet you think I am lying scum.
I'm sorry I became everything I said I wouldn't.
Do you think you could forgive me?
I'm sorry I let your happiness depend on a man again.
As if the first time didn't hurt enough.
I'm sorry I am letting your youth wither away,
What did you like to do for fun anyways?
I'm sorry that sometimes I don't have the motivation to go out for a jog.
Is that another stretch mark?
I'm sorry I keep confusing you about what you want to major in.
The future scares me okay?
I'm sorry I became so afraid of life!
Is this how anxiety works?
I'm sorry I didn't speak up when I needed to.
Step all over me will you?
I'm sorry I torture you with all these flooding thoughts.
Can you shut up for one second please?
I'm sorry that I keep ignoring prayer.
I know He can hear me, but I'm so hesitant to speak.
But most of all,
I am so sorry I did not love you the way you deserved to be loved.

Author's Note

I believe it has been about 2 or 3 years since I have posted anything here. As you can see I have not posted much anyways. I have not written in a very long time so I am rusty. If you have any suggestions for me please feel free to leave a review and I respect honesty.

Thank you.

Reviews

[zunie frost]

i also been writing from 2 years ... i love poetry... but i am very nervous because i always keep them to myself and this is the first time i had share it with any one....
anyway but your poetry is awsome ...i mean it's great. i really love it

[Natassha]

Sometimes writing is the only way I can feel better. I noticed I write only when I'm going through a rough patch. Don't be afraid to say what you feel after all this what we are here for aren't we? Let it flow :)

[zunie frost]

yup that's write i fell the same way ..... i wanna improve ... but my english skills aren't good :(

[DeerInHeadlights]

we owe ourselves an apology for not believing in our ability to be, do or become what we want to be, do or become. committing to a change is the most terrifying things you can do, because you are either going to fail, or succeed.. one or the other..