I miss you

This is more of a rant than an actual poem. I apologize if I sound like a typical girl on here. My feelings and thoughts were just pouring out of me so quickly I didn't have a pen or paper

Why cant you understand that no matter how much time I spend with you, it is never enough.
I could spend a whole day with you, but if I cant have you the next day and the one after that... I miss you.
I miss you the second you say goodbye.
I f*****g hate that word.
I wish you knew how much I love you. That you mean everything to me. That I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Yes.. the rest.
I mean everyday
I mean forever.
I mean until time does not exist no more.
Because when I love... I love too hard.
I feel too much.
I think too  much.
I care too much.
I put in too much effort.

I am too much. I guess you were right. I am too much to handle.
But how can I stop from feeling this way?
When you made me feel like I was the only person in the world.
When I was your world and you were mine.
You still are.
But then you slowly pull away..
Paragraphs become sentences..
sentences become one word responses..
Passionate make out sessions become a millisecond peck
A hug no longer feels warm, it becomes quick and cold.
So tell me... where did I go wrong?

Reviews

[DeerInHeadlights]

hmmmm... good rant.. and typically where things end up going in relationships on one end or the other. and it sucks. no need to apologize for sounding like a typical girl, you have a right to your feelings because they are valid. when we see how things change for no reasons we can foresee, it can make us feel a bit crazy. unanswered closure will always have an affect on you, sadly it is what shapes us and who we become in relationships. keep venting. it is good.