so ugly and hated

i had a very low self esteem, but now i love myself like a person should

I close my eyes and drift away,
Because there is no place for me
To stay.  I feel like a run away.
When I look around,
It's like a dream.  A dream of
Undesired pain.  I want
To be saved from feeling like
A stain that sticks out, so ugly
And hated.  There is no one to
Save me.  I will have to stay
This way, so ugly and hated.

Reviews

[Michael W. Farrelly]

The pain is haunting in this one. But nothing and nobody is ugly. Everyone, whether they know it or not, is beautiful. Not unique, as we wish, but we are beautiful as we pass through life and the Universe. We need to hold on tight to faith and our hopes, and if the intention is true, everything we want we get. It's hard because of the urgency that pain brings us, but patience and tolerance bring everyone through the deepest darkness.