a dream world

well this was written so long ago i cant even comment on what i was thinking or feeling

I’m living in a dream world.
Where everyone hates me,
I hope I’m right, I hope
I’m dreaming, Cause all
This pain within me is
Getting too much for me
To take.  When will
This blood stop?
When will the voices stop?

Listen...do you hear that?
That is the sound of my cold,
black heart beating it's last.
Soon the blood will end,
along with my life.  Don't you
think you're the lucky one?