no more crying

another write about Kevin, i know now... my parents made him leave me. i still him

Staring up at the ceiling I wonder if there is anything left.
The one thing I truly love has taken his love from me
I feel as if I cannot move on.  

I hear the voice in my head saying:
HE NEVER LOVED ME, HE NEVER CARED!!
Is the voice right?  Did he ever love me?

The only thing left to do is die.
Cut into my skin one last time
And feel the blood run down my arm

To die…
To never feel the pain of the memories that haunt me,
No more crying.