my Kevin

i really loved him more than i could ever explain

God if you are real make all this pain go away!!
Make these tears stop!!
Take the knife from my hand
And put life into me.

Give me a life that is full of love,
Not hate,
Not hurt,
Just love.

God if you are real make all these scars go away.
Mend my heart.
And give me back my love.
Give me back my Kevin.

Or give me a death full of pain,
Not love,
Not a paradise,
Just pain.

God if you are real I wouldn't be writing how I feel
On a phuking piece of paper.
I would be in love
Not in pain.

My life is fading now.
All that runs through my mind is him.
Not God,
Not My family,
Just him.

My Kevin...