explain this to me.

i wrote this about an ex-boyfriend of mine..

Blurred vision,

why can't I see you?

The one I couldn't go a day without.

Why can't I feel you?

The one that held me through pain.

Why can't I love you?

The one I loved with all my soul.

You shattered it with a steel-plated mallet.

Yet, I can't help but see the boy with the

mallet behind his back.

The boy who was too scared to strike.

Explain to me why you did it.

Now you say you regret doing that to me,

that you love me,

that you want to hold me.

Now it's too late.

We're currently on the same boat,

but on different sides of the world.

Why can't I say goodbye to you?

Because I still can't help but care.