It would all be so simple

If only I were blind

to the stark reality 

of all the truths and expectations

placed in front of me.

It would all be so simple.

If only I could turn a deaf ear 

to those voices deep inside

and instead accept another's truth

in that solace I would hide.

It would all be so simple.

If only I could numb the pain

the joys and memories

and live each day emotionless 

perfection to society.

It would all be so simple.

If I could follow all the rules

and travel with the crowd

mindlessly doing as they say  

free thinking not allowed.

It would all be so simple.

Yet there's one truth I can't ignore

a burning deep inside,

a feeling that my path is different 

shouting, you can not hide.

See, it's not so simple.

If only I could face my fear

the fear of traveling alone,

might I gain an understanding

of new truths, truths unknown

But no, it's not so simple.

What would I find if only I 

could trust within myself

A greater meaning of this life

and of the world itself

What would I learn if only I 

could convince myself to start

I know that I would love to find

the purpose for my heart. 

But no, it's not so simple

If only I could find the courage

and silence all the doubts.

Maybe I'd be surprised to find

the peace I've been living without

I wish life were so simple.