Leaving Me

heartache

You´re leaving tomorrow and I´m staying here to live off memories
the illusion of my love didn´t work to make you forget his kisses

you don´t feel anything for me, that you never meant to hurt me
you didn't mean to make me cry, that you really tried to love me
In your garden my roses didn´t grow, since your love shines like the sun in your eyes

I´m up to accept my defeat, since it´s no longer useful to tell you that I adore you
even if I was good, you run to love him even if he will ruin your life all over again

I´ll have time to get over you, that I should forgive you 

"for inflicting this wound on me" ,and tomorrow in your oblivion
I´ll see my life leave after your shadow
I´ll see my history break into "pieces".                          

How could I live if my life is without you
How can you leave me
After you´ve been the moon in my sky
After you understood that I love you so much

How can you expect that I can forget you
I want to understand but how to understand that you can not love me

Five minutes to ten, every tick of the clock is your torment
I´d give my soul for the dawn to break later, for this night to pass by slowly
For your goodbye to take enough time so that you may understand
That I couldn´t live without you, that I could die if I don´t have you

time has passed, that I was in your life so that I could have a place in your soul
I will lose my reason if you forget me, because your love is my reason and my peace

You are throwing away my faith towards hopelessness, you´re making my chest flood into emptyness
After keeping my bed warm, nothing holds together your love and mine.
 

   

Reviews

[Imperfection]

This one is very well expressed but too painful to read. It reminded me of a friend who has gone through a similar experience.

We know that some dreams can never be fulfilled and yet we become so involved in them that finally the enounter with bitter reality leaves us mentally crippled forever.