Everything Is Okay

My head aches.

My heart breaks.

Do you know you're the reason?

You crushed my dreams.

You make me want to scream.

And yet, I love you.

It's like you can't even see what you do.

I want to die,

Right now as I cry.

The pain is so intense.

I just want it to end.

Especially when you called me "just a friend."

Don't you know you're all that I need?

As I sit here and bleed,

I think of you.

Would you care if I died?

Would you dare attend my funeral?

A forbidden love

I thought was sent from above

turns out to be uncertain.

Not on my part.

On your's, where you carry my heart.

It tears me apart.

I wish I could say

That everything was okay.

Author's Note

I just don't know...