The News...

Well, after a long anxious wait over weekend; I finally got to find out what was wrong... Exactly what I knew was wrong! I saw this coming!! I am glad I did actually worry about it all now!!!

When I got the news over 7,000 women in the UK get every year, I felt a small range of emotions; and probably not those many women get.

Of course there was shock and also a slight surprise. The reason I say slight, is I knew this was coming; I felt it in my bones. I knew something was wrong, I knew something was not right in me. Yet I kept getting told it was nothing, that I was worried over something natural - this constant bleeding and heavy bleeding was normal?

Of course it wasn't, it is one (well, two) of the most common symptoms when it comes to cancer of the womb - and yep, my Dr's missed it... Despite my continual protests. Yet, I am not angry (my folks are a different matter mind you!) because it WAS caught. I didn't give in or up, I kept on at them. In short people, DON'T GIVE UP.

I am lucky, it could have been left longer and it could have got far worse. It is also one of the cancers that has a good survival rate, it may only need the womb removing - which is technically what I wanted anyways!

It has taken me a whole to find the right words, enough to do it justice; but not too many as to worry you all. I am going to be just fine, you don't get rid of me THAT easily!!!

Author's Note

So I have cancer... pah; cancer smansher!!!
It ain't gonna beat me. I have the best of the best around me; loads of friends (and two AMAZING parents with me) ~ what's it think it's gonna do?
Plus, I have more books to sell and write!!!

Reviews

[violetta york / nicki e..]

Aw, so sincere. Hopefully you are cancer free, which I'm sure will happen one day! You're lovely. Bless you x

[Nicky Sarti]

I shall be shortly ~ just gotta get me bits whipped out.

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I wish the best for you,Nicky. I hope you get better :)

[Nicky Sarti]

Thanks Cord x (I am kicking its butt)

[John Alexander McFadyen]

Hi Nicki, that a girl go get that demon fate and kick a*s!

[Nicky Sarti]

Thanks John, I shall kick it's butt ~ you'll not get rid of me easy!

[lee von cleef]

God is present,now, time on his her side is different,so we will be present,pray present,give and love present,we have now,cold-wet-miserable ,as now may be we are Alive.

[Nicky Sarti]

Thanks Lee, much appreciated x

[KarinaT]

Oh I'm so sorry Nicki :-(. That's horrible. Hope it gets sorted quickly and properly. Stay strong and keep writing.x

[Nicky Sarti]

Tis all good Karina, it's getting sorted and I feel like I have a weight lifted off of me. I shall keep on going with the writing, and I shall probably (in many many years time) be buried with a pad and pen!!!

[KarinaT]

Yes remember in MANY years time. Look after yourself x

[Nicky Sarti]

Shall do hunny, thanks for the kind wishes.
I have been a bad writer of late ~ but the two new iPods are crying out to be toyed with!