I Am Not The Truth

I was deeply in love with someone that both didn't know....and didn't "swing" that way. And then disided to use it against me.

I am not wishing you where here,
I am not seeing you in my dreams,
I am not crying for you.
I am not thinking of you.

I am not trusting you.
I am not believing you.
I am not wanting you.
I am not un-pleasing you.

I am not angry with you.
I am not trying not to call you.
I am not feeling horrible.
I am not feeling hurt.

I am not telling the truth.

Author's Note

I know it's not the completly correct way to write this (word told me so xD) But hey this is the way I wanted it, and typos?