the thoughts that shatter me poem 7

the contining of poem six...six was suppose to the last but still had some thoughts that shatter me ;)

caring

 

I am only certain of this knowledge now

and that is that I love you

my care for your being

is beyond the boundaries I push it under

and now you have become the person I fear for most

 

I've said it before, I cant cut you off

and now you've made it even more difficult to do so

 

I feel as though I love you too much

could it be true?

am I giving out more than whats required?

we're still very much connected

this connection I must curse

 

why must you need me?

why can't you need her, or her, or even him?

its impossible to be the only one who cares

 

but then I come back and begin to wonder

what if you need all of us?

if I;m just another one of the girls you keep at your side

 

please let me be the only one...

 

Author's Note

poem 6 was suppose to the the ending but hey girls gotta write wht shatters her...tell me what u think