Bleeding Me

I take everything that comes my way.
All I want to do is go far away.
I don't care about anything.
I don't know where I am going.
All this S$#@ I have to take.
Everyone feels so fake.
My anger to god for F$#@!# this.
The friends who I will always miss.
Everyone I have known is gone.
I just feel like I am raked out on the lawn.
Emptiness creeps inside.
Every moment I feel like I have died.
A thousand deaths over again and again.
I close my eyes and count to ten.
Everything is just the same.
Am I the one to blame?

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[just is]

Everyone I have known is gone.
I just feel like I am raked out on the lawn.
Emptiness creeps inside.
Every moment I feel like I have died.
A thousand deaths over again and again.
I close my eyes and count to ten.
Everything is just the same.
Am I the one to blame?

Deep write and you shouldn't blame yourself, this is well written