Maybe say it’s the end

Gettin' tired of the tried and true
same old ways of makin it through.
These days it feels like my brain is breakin'
away from myself and my self deception.
Maybe I shoulda tried to try a little harder,
as hard as it is I oughta pushed myself a little farther.
Hurts to tell myself I told you so,
so what if I just let go?

Lettin' myself break,
just to get away,
from bein' awake.
Bye-bye day by day.

Where's the way out of here?
Why'm I still lookin' in the mirror?
All I see is me,
and I don't look good.
Can't forget it's free,
But I dunno if I should.