Tears I Cry

I know I have my flaws
I know my limits
I know my capabilities
But I didn't know this
That losing you was worse than him dying
That not being able to even say "HI" would hurt so much
That this pain would be so unbearable
That my heart has finally reached its limits
Broken beyond repair
I know you're probably laughing
Telling everyone how utterly pitiful I am
Listening as she makes her cruel jokes
I stuffed up....I know
But this stuff up....
*sigh*
Never mind