Those eyes....his smile....his gentle touch
His kiss.... made me weak.... every time
Holding on to what little memories I shared with him
Missing his every being
I'm not in love with him
But.....Oh my Goddess I think I am
No! This can't be!
I can't really be in love with him
Then he'd hate me even more
But.... I miss him so much
Oh no...its true!!
I love him
I can't let this happen
Not again
I can't be in love with him
Its not supposed to happen
After everything I've been through
It can't be
It isn't
NO!
I won't go through this
Never again
But....
He's so.....
NO!
Yes but I can't stop thinking about him
Day after day night after night
I'm going insane!!
I can't do this
I can't live like this
But....I want to
Is that so wrong? To want someone to love you?
Is it?