What I know n How I feel

*Sigh*

What I know is that I'm broken
How I feel...well that's obvious

What I know is that it hurts like hell
How I feel....remorseful

What I know is that I'll never heal
How I feel... I don't feel it

Because what I'm supposed to be feeling
Doesn't exist

I cannot feel the hatred that I'm supposed to
I cannot feel the anger that I should feel

Yes, I admit it should be there
But I admit its not there

And with very good reason
Because I don't hate

I don't possess grudgeful thoughts
That's not who I am

What I am is
A broken hearted girl

Hollow and alone
Trying to piece together fragments of pain

I use the pain...creating art
I punish myself

Self harm
You do it too

Well you did it
You are....the one I....the one I love!!

I can't help it
I'm not supposed to

But I can't turn my back on my feelings
Is that so wrong?

Reviews

[Airila]

well yeah...it is actually
thank u

[Pepsimax]

very deep, it feels like what your writing is based on an event, i love the line ' What I know is that I'll never heal How I feel... I don't feel it ' it is so touching.