A New Start

wow...

For so many months I was all alone
Trapped and traumatized by my own drama
Wanting someone I couldn't have
Realizing that that fantasy wouldn't happen
But he's okay with that and he's happy for me
Happy for us
I hope that maybe this time I'll be happy
I've been lost for so long
Now he's finally found me
He was always under my nose
Always beside me, holding my hand
Telling me he loves me in his own way
I just couldn't hear him then
Clouded by the aftermath of traumatic experiences
Wishing I could fly away with him
Running from the uncertainty of the future
Needing to float away to his cloud
Laying at his knee, listening to his song
He puts that smile on my face
That warmth on my skin
The tenderness of his touch
He's my Atlantean, my teddy bear
My everything in one
My soul mate
This is a new start.