Fianna

Dear Jack,

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping; I dreamed I held you in my arms.

When I awoke dear,  I was mistaken...so I hung my head and I cried.

You are my sunshine

My only sunshine

You make me happy when skies are grey

You'll never know dear how much I love you

Please don't take my sunshine away.

Jack - That song is one of my favorite lullabies.  

I had  a dream..(or should I say nightmare?)...that I had a baby girl.

She was the most beautiful, precious, soft, little thing I had ever held and seen.

I named her Fianna Grace.

My heart swelled in proudness as her little fingers wrapped around mine.

Her new baby smell engulfing my senses.

When I awoke I was relieved...but I was also confused because more than anything I felt sadness.

She was so perfect. I loved her so much.

I hope you are safe.

I hope you are well.

Love you!

Your girl on earth

Kathryn