Shameless

On my hands 

On my knees

I crawl to my bed

And I sleep 

Then 

I awake

Still wanting you

Still loving you

Still sinfully 

Lusting after you

I am shameless 

Needing you again 

Somewhere in Viroqua 

You bless souls 

You wear your collar 

With love and a broken heart 

I am slowly going mad

My lips are bitten 

My nails grasp the sheets

Writhing 

I remember 

We could've gone to California 

I remember your eyes

Locking in mine

I remember your hands

Grazing my skin 

Your hugs

Your silent plea 

For me to stay

With red lipstick 

Nails painted

Dainty floral dresses

Their eyes

Prey

I drown in my own rubble 

Of impossible love 

Shameless 

Author's Note