Revenging the Non-Dominant Eye

Revenging the Non-Dominant Eye

A Poem by Perdition

There are days that measure easily; almost lethargic

Like the murky legs of Alabama water


Days that are lost


Pouring over this hungry mindless beast of a

Chattering America


Calibrating new moral doses in blue-jean nicotine patches 

 

I watch it glancing

I watch it cursing mirrors

Cheering the unidentified middle class purgation

 

There are days that slow like Hamlet

Aware and swearing Ophelia is 

Out there

Somewhere


Days that are meant for us

Surfing the yellow-tailed glassed hour and trying to switch a rail to

North Dakota

Be a scholar of morning

 

Days we all sink 

So quick.

All encompassed


But I want to know this hatch of the fallen

I want to know where everything is coming from

Eventually


I want to know

That all rapids in the tall grassy parking lots will someday small

Eventually

Into the wide-open range of omnipotent hands

 

I want to be drunk

Again…

Mutually unfaithful

 

I want to fibrillate in serum passageways 

See the Maharishi smoking cornfields out over Iowa


I want to hear the wondrous sounds of out there

Chanting broken teeth

Wisdom over the un-CNN air waves and political zoo gardens


All of them

Unprejudiced

 Still-boiled in terracotta pods; third-eyed transcendental peas.

 

You shut off the channels but the varicose lonely gurus are still out there

Crackling

Eating scrapple under a naked light bulb,


Smashing the holy roaches and mad as Kafka angels


Caught up in their broken screen-door hallucinogens


And Yes!


We are always against you.

 

Always wriggling our wad out and into the invisible handcuffs

Death pumping the streets of paradise.

 

But here am I to settle up

 

This Dominant eye

And I

 

This dissentient warlord

Belly mouthed god of spiral mansions


The only prayer worth remembering is “try or don’t try”

And the last stampede of dark elephant odes


The great appeal of Heracles …

The screeching musk tusked physiology.
The last sting worth holding…

 

We are the real lie.


Chalky souled sidewalks smothered in grade school mental hop sketches.

 

We cry revolution

As if all this id tyranny will die.

But eventually everything does..


We scream rape and run; dragging centuries and wheels over a limp dick regress


We ticket-leg the white zoned mandates

Set fire to our own neighborhoods in the costumes of

 confederacy

 And this shields us from our cold deeper loneliness; 

Our elegant void.


But what is the true grim alternate 

when we lock ourselves under worn out microscopes,


What is the music in looking Elvis molecules into the eye?

 

No visible gods price checking

No visible demons at Trader Joe’snothing in the way of a mad Magi alchemist

 

Just us

This

The warm changes of absence

 

Our piss a*s decisions

Our last noble stances

 

Just us 

Telling us 

That all of it is worth aspiring for 

Though we are watered up in whiskey.


Just us

 Drunk in dreams


Just us

Pouring up a poor man’s cup.


And Yes is the plethora in self-analysis


And Yes

Is a barking dog-eared shadow


Free as a sardine candle


The wretched wilderness fires pounding through the crackles of suicide

 

I can’t claim to understand the stench or

strange shapes of jigsaw minutia or Buddhist trance


I just know we all shatter

 

One by one


We all shatter till the floor wades deep in us

And the day has teamed up on our un-sunk casts of nets

 

When I walk along the wharf in older shoes

The frost and wilting caps touch back the memories 

And I wonder if real is still

Out there 

Still standing


Hell, I know it is…

I feel it

Breathing


Reminding me

That the aging wine 

and apples 

Will have to do

For know


This is the only punch that

Puts my stillness to bed

Again


These are the days that measure easily

Almost lethargic

Like the murky legs of Alabama water

© 2014 Perdition


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Hello from across the very long way~~~

Yes, real is still out there, still standing!

Over and over again.

Love the emotional and visual ride this one took me. There are those certain unanswered questions that continue to plague those of us in the land of the living... I wonder sometimes, if they'll ever be answered or could it be that the best questions are those without a definitive answer???

Hmmm...

Wishing you an awesome year in 2015!!!

It is time! Well, actually beyond time...

Alisa ;-)

Posted 11 Years Ago


0 of 1 people found this review constructive.


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