Nobody's Poem

Life already has left me
for a long time now
I should have known
How naive was I

I am now just a trash
For a long time now
Walking on this earth
I should've known

My life after 24
Became a lie?
For a long time now
I should've known

I had been trapped
For a long time now
by my own delusions
I should've known

What a laugh
My life was already a joke
For a long time now
I should've known

My dreams had already died
My path has now been blocked with fog
The stars no longer shine for me
The mistress of fate lost it's hope for me

I am nothing
Empty
An imagination
Nobody
No meaning
At all

I am as good as dead
Worthless
Useless
Useless than a worm

Nothing good awaits for me any longer
Only a dark road ahead
No directions
Wings broken

Who am I?
Who was I?
A fool
Out of reach
What's the sense of my very existence
I am nothing
Nothing...
Nothing....