Sarah C. Pt 2

When we last spoke
she was back, cuz of my hope
drive and senseless message making
im nervous waiting for a reply
anxious feelings got me wondering why??
send this message, ask this girl
to come back and lead my world
does she even still care?
will she still want me there?
when it all happens, will it crash
leave 1 of us down like 40 lashes
white and pure sweet and innocent like doves
could it be,
that in the end its me she loves?