Another Sad one

I want to ask you why.

Why'd you leave instead of try?
I've been growing up without you here.

Taught myself to deal with fear.

Where were you when I was sad?

The days I didn't want dad.

"I want my mom" is something children say,

I still think it, everyday.

You've made my whole life eschew,

but I miss you, and I love you too.