Broken Heart

My life living without someone

 

Broken Heart

 

Sitting back listening to the song by Brandy “Brokenhearted”

I remember when I first heard this song

It was just a simple song

Only using my imagination made me cry

Now if I hear this song

I cry from a Broken Heart

 

I can take a walk in the rain

Go to the gym

Hang with my friends

Head to work

Sitting on the bus

Making dinner

Going out for a run

Makes jokes

Close my eyes to sleep

Wake up looking at the sunshine

Be still all alone

No matter all of these blessings

I cry each time

I cry from a Broken Heart

 

Lately

I can’t even touch someone

I can’t even give my love to someone

I can’t be myself

I feel as if Im afraid to feel again

I lie to my spirit

I can’t bring myself to trust someone

Every little thing bothers me

I cry each time

I cry from a Broken Heart

 

I hear Eric Benet say “I still have to fake it…until I make it”

I hear Expose say “I’ll never get over you getting over me”

I hear Janet Jackson say “When I hold you, kiss you…I’m thinking bout my ex”

I hear Alicia Keys say “I keep on falling in and out of love with you”

I hear Trey Songz say “I’m sitting here going half crazy…cuz I know she still thinks about me 2”

All I do is act like Erkyah Badu “Can I get window seat…I don’t want nobody next to me”

Each and Every time

I cry…yes

I cry from a Broken Heart

 

Now…I’m stuck with my own reflection doing the exact same thing I used to do

Every time there is an issue the person runs to my friend

As much as I want to be cold like my past did to me

and let s**t linger for months and years

I sit back feeling is this a lesson

Forgetting about honesty

So I lay in a pool of tears

 

Is this how love feels when the love is gone!!!!

The hardest part of love is watching the person you love…love someone else

So…Until then the lyrics from Expose stay in my head

“I tried to smile so the hurt won’t show. Tell everybody that I was glad to see you go…but the tears just won’t go away. Don’t need a smile on me…It looks like its hear to stay”

 

 

 

 

Dyanna aka PoetiqueSouL© 2011

 

 

Reviews

[Everett DeValle]

I'm sure most have felt what you've written, I know I have...a great write...a lovely read. Kudos.