Lost

We would talk,

day and night.

Day after day,

For many weeks.

But then we stopped talking,

I tried so hard for you to respond.

But did you?

No.

I text you after many months,

And you finally respond!

I was so excited,

Until I read your response.

"Who are you?" You asked.

My spirits were crushed.

I told you every clue about myself, like-

I was diagnosed the with diabetes the same year as you.

"Well you dont ring a bell," you said.

I got pissed.

Your birthday came around,

And I wished you a happy one.

You asked me how i knew it was your birthday,

I said from your friend Kaylie. 

You said you didnt know who the hell i was,

So i sounded like a stalker to you.

I cried. 

Am I really a STALKER?

I called you a dick.

You said that no guy would like my attitude,

And that I should enjoy being single.

That was the worst timing.

I cried.

I beat up myself.

I blamed it all on myself.

How I'm a jerk.

I put myself back together and,

I sent you an apology,

Saying that im out of your life for good.

And I'll never text you again.

This is going to be so hard, 

knowing that I promised not to text you.

Our conversations were so amazing,

Now your name will tempt and haunt me. 

So I'm just a missing link in your life.

A link you obviously never noticed was gone.

Author's Note

This is for that guy that can't remember a thing about me.