I think, I am, I should

I think I might

have too much to say

too many thoughts

for my words to portray.

I try to speak

my voice is weak

I think I'm giving up for today.

I think I might

not be that okay

the horror film

in my mind will play.

I don't want to feel

why is this real?

I think I'm giving up for today.

I think I might

be living in grey

I can't seem to move

from here where I lay.

My mind is a thorn

my soul is torn

i think I'm giving up for today.

I think I might

have gave it away

my demons will not

let me keep them at bay.

My mind is a mess

I should lay it to rest

I think I'm giving up for today.

I think I might

have to find a way

to calm my mental

disarray.

Please tell me how

to fix this now

Maybe I'll try another day.