How can I love you and still make mistake

Love without feeling
And since you are never hear
My Prayers tell me
You are still holding on to faith
Fighting my pain
Because it have something against you
If you stop loving me
Would it tell me he won
Because you done gave up on me
When I`m in need
And since you are not here to be her
Would you except these mistake
Even if I just kiss her

Since we so far apart

A divorcement wouldn't say this is OK
I cant spell Love until I see your face
Because everyday has fore closure
That you're never here
 Even my dreams wont show your face
Because It has me feeling like
I`m having affair with my Imagination
By Fredrick Pennix Praiser the Show-Off Worshiper