Breaking Me Down

Crying alone in the dark again.
Another day dies
just like another tears falls.
I feel so lost and alone.
There's no one here to stand by my side.
Am I fading away to nothing,
because it feels like I am.
I'm sick of hiding behind a smile
and pretending I'm o.k.
Sometimes I think life is just a bad dream, a nightmare
and that I'm just gonna wake up
and everything will be all right.
But yet with every day
things just seem to get worse.
No one understands.
I just wanna make myself feel more pain
or maybe I'll just give up.
I'm so confused.
I don't know what to do.
Maybe I'm going crazy.
So many questions
yet none can be answered.
There are so many thoughts
racing through my mind.
I don't know how to stop them from coming.
My body feels so numb and weak.
How am I supposed to be strong
when there are so many things
breaking me down?

Reviews

[lauren emily]

Life breaks us down into tiny little pieces, chews us up, and then spits us out(most of the time). The really hard part is learning how to put yourself back together again. And although it may take some time, we can do it.
Very nice work, it expresses a lot.
~Lauren