My Virginity

My Virginity

It all started with me and you in your bed

You put your soft arms around me

And held me tightly

It felt like you were never going to let me go..

You start to kiss me

And it all begins..

I wanted it to be you

Who took my virginity

You have it for the rest of your life

After we finished

I became shaky and you kept asking if I was okay

And I said yes, but really I am not..

I am scared to death

Because I don’t know how long your going to be around..

Your different with me now

When I arrive you kiss me hello

When I leave you kiss me goodbye

You never did that before

You told me that you have forgotten your past

And you need someone

Is that someone me?

What we did was magical

And I would do it all over again if I could..

But what happens now?

Where do we stand?

What do you want out of this?

I didn’t expect this to happen now..

But whatever happens I hope I don’t end up heart broken again..

I am kind of disappointed in myself

Because what happened to the girl that wanted to wait..

She disappeared into the mist

And I sit here thinking its gone..

My virginity is…. Gone…

Reviews

[Gravedigger]

Its okay to be scared. It wouldn't mean so much if you wern't. Always keep your memories close to you, because when you have doubts and the like, you can always remember. Good memories can sae your life.

[Deborah Leah Krempa]

A very well written poem. A very personal writing. I admire your honesty and your being able to share such intimate details of your life. The first time is a precious time to be with that special someone. Thank you for sharing. Debileah