2009

2009 will be the year...

 

 

 

2009

Tonight, I talked to

My boyfriends little brother,

He is 13 years old..

He told me to take care of his brother

Hearing his words through the phone

Shot bullets to my heart…

I wasn’t expecting to hear those words…

My boyfriend moves down here in January

With no money, no place to stay, and no car

Just him and his love..

Not having very much help..

Our lives will begin in 2009

There is no looking back

I’m not going to lie

I am scared out of my mind…

Afraid of failure, disappointment, or break..

Terrified of destroying everything I have..

Losing all the love that is left in me..

The only thing that is keeping me strong

Is my love for him..

I lay in bed at night thinking of my future

I don’t know where it stands

But I do know its going to change in the new year..

I wont be alone..

I will be strong for my future love..

Reviews

[Patient Poet (Yos)]

I Agree with what he said below, you can't be sure of nothing, you can it all on yourself, he come to you , he moving there, because he want it, he is a big boy, and that is his decision. If something will go wroong, like no job or car or a break, that not yours or his fault. So take things more easy, you have a great love between you and him, you will need to learn to leave toghther, becuase to be friends from long distance its not the same as to be with each other every day. BUT I am sure you will be just fine. Just think of it, to have each other each night, to wake up toghgher , that will give you the energy :-) .... Good luck and Happy new year !! ... Yossi

[Deborah Leah Krempa]

It is very sweet that his little brother cares so much about him. Good luck in all that you dream. Debileah

[Gravedigger]

No one can ever knows what the future holds. If the love you have is true, and I do not doubt that it is, you will always be happy. Especially now is the worst time to be an american...with the failing econemy and being despised by much of the world over. But thank the heavens that he can come at all. In some countries, you must have papers letting the gov know where you are at all times. Ins some places husbands are arranged with no choice. This makes what you two have together more precious than you can imagine... I agree that the words "take care of him" coming from a 13 year old is not what most would normally say..but it is a simple statement. If every morning you wake with a smile and no regret in your heart when you see his face, you are taking care of him.

Love prevail..