Collecting My Thoughts

My thoughts have been
Off the wall tonight
The feelings inside
Are just everywhere

 

You said you almost
Said that you love me
I want to love you
But I’m so scared

 

I miss you so much
To the point that I regret
Not saying “I love you”
One last time..

 

People have been coming
In and out of my life
Without even saying goodbye
Like I was nothing to them

 

I’m tired of living
Pay check to pay check
I don’t want to work two jobs
But I’m going to have to

 

This time of year is my favorite
But no one is into it anymore
So many are so unhappy
And they hate everything about holiday’s

 

I keep so much inside me
And when it gets built up
I shut down and cry
When no one is around

 

I find myself wanting something
That I won’t have for awhile
But I know if I had it
I would be complete

 

These eyes of mine
Have seen so many things
Only they see beauty in them
But I see it in everything

 

My thoughts have been
Off the wall tonight
The feelings inside
Are just everywhere

 

Collecting My Thoughts

 

Reviews

[Bud]

Well done. Well done, indeed! Sometimes we just simply have to sit back and analyze our thoughts, our questions of what is or isn't. We must sit there and watch it like you would an action movie or the like. Trying to make sense of all the chaos that it appears to be. The answers are there... you just have to catch them as they fly by in a flash hardly noticeable. Some thoughts are simply meant to race around in your mind. There are many checkpoints in life. This appears to be one of yours. Such is the way of refinement.
Outstanding, as usual. Keep it up, Kylie. I do hope you find what it is you are looking for in your life. You deserve that, and much more. A Wonderful Spirit such as yourself deserves nothing less than kindness, and happiness.