How Sounds the Road to Suicide

I’ve fallen in these streets,
I fail to surface from my knees,
The water cast a blank reflection,
And I feel there is no belonging,
Under this hail of rain..

I’ll always be forgotten…
Not even second place,
Disgusted with myself
I expect you’d never trust me,
I’ll never attract such grace…

As my reflection has the barrel pointed at me,
The taste metal fills my mouth,
And fingers slips amidst confliction.