At the same time.

I just feel so f*****g empty sometimes,

Almost like all of my organs and bones have dissolved,

And all of the blood has drained from my veins,

And it's so exhausting to feel everything and nothing at the same time.

But the sky is really beautiful right now,

And I know that I am often sad,

But there are moments when I fall in love with the world,

And I adore all the oxygen in my lungs,

And I'm not scared anymore.