My Darkness

A Poem by RainbowFlames

As light fades to darkness
I can hear your voices no longer
You are lost to me
And I, you
Where have I gone wrong?
What did I do that upset you?
This curtain is closing on me again
And I don’t know what to do
I wish it didn’t come down to this
Because I hate being alone
Don’t you care that my insides are disintegrating?
It hurts me at my core
To know that you don’t think of me anymore
I’ve lost touch with reality
I no longer know what friendship is
Because I’ve been used by everyone
I want to find my happiness again
And let my darkness melt away to light
But I can’t do that anymore
Because I’m living my life at night