When He Walked Into My Workout Chapter 4 ( Final Chapter)

I found out - but before that I really wanted to believe it could work - He was a likable character

God loves me so much. I know because I had a seventh sense since I was young... It took some years before I could put it in tune. Now I am just wondering how exactly I will find someone who will reflect my beauty back to me. I haven’t been lucky, especially in relationships, but just because I said this " it doesn’t mean it won’t hurt every time.

So today overall went well at work " did nothing, to be honest, but update you of my findings, so here it goes...

My last chapter ended when I reflected on the gym guy’s behaviors " I said I didn’t want to sabotage and said I would observe his behaviors... My spirit would not allow me. I met a prophet 2 days ago " a servant of God " and that man assisted me in revealing 1 big truth about I and my family. So because I felt there’s nothing to lose if I ask the prophet about this man, I went ahead and did that. I told the prophet how I met him, and how the interactions have been, and how it is triggering my uncertainty.

He replied me and said: “I know you said that you are seeing things you don’t like about him, but you should understand that any relationship someone should get to will always be a risk. If it isn’t this gym guy, it would be another person.” The prophet said he saw another lady next to me concerning the gym guy, and the revelation was that I am not the only one he is messing with...

My heart started beating fast like I had taken psychedelics.
Like they had strapped me on the highest cliff and told me to jump.
Ha! Why?

So I replied the prophet on text and said: “This broke my heart... Okay, time to get rid of him.”

I looked up and closed my eyes... music in the background as I had my headphones, sitting at the reception desk, trying to let it sink in without feeling too sick...
I couldn’t let anyone around me see that my mood had changed.
I lowkey knew. I did. I would be in my head " overanalyzing " but it wasn’t for nothing.
My spirit kept tapping me... every day since the time I met him and saw those inconsistencies, but I risked it because I saw the face-to-face interactions, and I gave him the benefit of the doubt...

Yes, I believe the prophet. No one must think I am not discerning enough to know a false prophet because deep down I also know you might have wanted this to work just like I did. That man is a true angel of God and that’s not up for discussion, please.

So where to from now?
I will keep things chill just like him.
He was too chill.
Way, way too chill " and maybe that’s why I saw the cracks.
I’ve known some of the most reserved guys...
Whether they were from KZN or not, that never left me on read but went on to view my statuses... That is something I would hear from ladies younger than me.

Surprise!? Ha!
Wow...

I am thinking of buying a little gift with a note inside it telling him that it will not work between us and that I have changed my mind.
I will never tell him of the revelation... Why argue with him? Why argue with anybody?
I know... someone will reveal it to him if at all he is spiritually surrounded by people or goes to church.
I have to be very careful.

Lots of people have rocked my psyche and that s**t is hard to patch back.
It’s only been 3 weeks of gym meetings and one night of enjoyment and bonding " I will get out of it.