A Bully's Quest

Expiring before my eyes are dreams of peace
I hasten to reason
But all I receive is misunderstanding
For I am nothing more, nothing less...
...than a abomination
Slanderous words batter and bruise...
...set the mind to believe it as true
It is the bully's quest...
...to break me...
...to destroy my sentiments...
...to abolish the walls I have erected so that they may pave over my remaining joys