Such a thing as Love

Everyone says its better to have loved and lost

But I find that if all this pain is the cost

Then I can't say it was worth all that joy

When you threw me away like a broken toy. 

I can't tell if what you say is the truth or a lie

You didn't come to hold me when I started to cry

It was you that I wanted to hold me tight

When I felt like I was falling into endless night. 

Instead you choose to stand apart, to stay away

So now the price for my idiocy I must pay

I want to scream, I want to cry, I love you

And you insist that you love me, too. 

So I don't know what I'm supposed to do

I don't remember how to stand without you

You were my support, my pillar, my everything

To have you back, I would give absolutely everything. 

I promise that I will love you for longer than forever

I will cause you pain once again, never

I will live only because you want me to be there

I want to always into your eyes stare. 

I am so very blessed to have loved you

And I will never love another as I have you

You're the reason I believe in such a thing as love

When I thought that no one cared for me above.