I'm not strong

I'm running out of things to say

Just fall to pieces now I may

For I don't want to live anymore

From my arms he was torn

And now my life means nothing

I can't even describe the loathing

I hold in my heart for myself

I wish I were someone else

Because I hate my life, I really do

And I wish I could hate you, too

So I don't know what to do

I ruined everything, I was wrong

I'm not like you, I'm not strong

I can't stop you from taking my world

Lost in the darkness I am curled

Crying and weak I must be

I wonder if you hate me

I don't know what to do anymore

My heart in three has been torn

I want to scream, I want to cry

Was his love just a big lie?