Frozen

Could it be...The 3rd time I have lost a love on the day of christmas?

Four days ago marked our fifth month together,
Yet now I feel this uneasy weather,
Has our vision been lost to the wind and snow?,
Will it be that this Christmas our love will go?

Could it truley be that the end is already near?,
Could it be the thing I always truley fear?,
Why do I feel so cold and lifeless?,
What is this nerve racking mess?

You give off this aura of depression or is it despair?,
Alone I sit wondering if you still care,
Seconds turn to minutes and those into hours,
Frozen in time by the absence of your loving powers.

The ice it spreads over my eyes,
Is this the feeling of love when it dies?,
The cold chilling feeling of nothingness and no hope,
Soon it might melt and leave me to mope.

Please tell me you still love me as much as you did Five long months ago,
Please tell me before I freeze in this ice and snow,
Bfore the ice cracks and breaks me,
Before it becomes so thick I cannot see...

Tell me this isn't The End...