Hole

About having a void within!

There's a hole where my heart used to be
A grave where the beat once was
Can't catch my breath
Drowning in my pain
A sea of uncertainty
A river of hopelessness
Reaching,trying
To grab what was once was
To replace the void within

Broken from the inside out
Wishing the pain would hold me close
Just so I can feel something
I exhale but nothing comes out
I have a pulse but no strength
Weak from clinging to nothing
Absorbed by my ashes from yesterday

Tormented by my dreams
That seem to mock me
Showing me the treasures now lost
Feeling insecure and afraid
Wondering if the best has already gone

There is a hole where my heart used to be
A dry patch of memories
Trying to breath the pain away
Fearing that tomorrow may never come
And that this moment is all I have!