I Wonder

Someone with another but would rather be with you!

Sometimes I wonder
If he let me go to soon
And now he's stuck in the alternative
Stuck in a mediocre love affair
With an imitation of the truth he desires..

Sometimes I wonder
If our paths will cross again
Or has the story ended?
Left with no more pages to turn
I wonder,is this exactly where I am meant to be? 
While he's with her and thinking of me..

Aware of the unfortunate fact..that our time ran out..I wonder
Did my future get lost in my past?
My hope dissolved by memories?
A season of 'yesterdays' leaving no room for tomorrow
Maybe the best is already lost in what was once was...

I wonder if 'ever after' has already been
But I was just to watch from the sidelines?
If ever the clocks will reverse
For another glimpse of love?
Although I struggle to believe
Maybe the journey is not yet over...
But sometimes...sometimes I wonder if....