Burst!

To have so much to say, but no one to listen
Not listen, comprehend
Is a cancer in my bones
Filled with thoughts, ideas, opinions
To be smart but unnoticed
Words flow like menstruation
Thick, pungent rivers of sarcasm, of strength , of wisdom
Philosophical and alone
Nowhere to vent, nowhere to cry, nowhere to scream
My thoughts are behind a bolted door
My mind is a room filled to the brim
And with every passing experience it gets fuller
And fuller
And fuller
Until I burst......onto this blank page
Until I burst