Goodbye Mama

Mama why do you stare
at me as if i wasn't there.?
I am hurting
deep down inside
As i see you
lying helpless
in your hospital bed
Mum you are dying
Why can't you
just forget
If i said
something wrong
to offend you
I am sorry
I only inquired
about your friend
You got angry
and told me to go
that was three years ago
I don't know how long
You're got
I am grieving now
though you are
still here physically
You may as well not be here.
Mum I always love you
I am not sure that you
feel the same way.
My heart feels broken
in two I feel like i want
to jump of a bridge
just so that i see you
in heaven.
You won't be the same person.
I need to let you go.
So I just say
Goodbye
Love your DAUGHTER Rosalind XXX