Stuck .....in deep

Please, Lift my head up
But, I tilted it downwards...
I trod on rusty ground
Walking on a tight rope...
I loose my balance
I fall ....into.....a....
a foggy state of deep
gloomy depression...
Time i know not ...
I cannot just snap out
of it.......
It's a darn struggle
to stay alive ...
In fact I am merry
just existing and not
living.....
If i could ...only....
DRAG MYSELF OUT....!!
I WOULD, BUT YOU SEE
I AM COMPLETELY AND
UTTERLY STUCK......